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Literature
nineteener, darling
we live for the aesthetic (final warning, announce & pronounce it like this )
running towards nothing all soft and post-septembernal we drift with
tangled words headed nowhere, pretty people and the usual no-one
{he says it’s a complex, and i shouldn’t think of myself this way-}
trip and slip all celestial necklaces and matching insomniatic expressions,
we are all-nighters complementing afternoons complementing
your nose piercing and my bruised knees, perpetually;
{not sure what this means but i say hello anyway}
Literature
apprehension and inadequacy
i almost cut my hair, saturday.
but for some reason,
i just didn't.
i almost told my dad
that artistic freedom
isn't the only thing
he left (with me).
but for some reason,
i decided against it.
i almost messaged you tonight,
but it's been a long time since i have.
so, i decided i shouldn't.
(may as well make it longer.)
i almost named you
in this poem,
but i think maybe
that would be a bad idea.
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the radio still played as the car smoked
headlights illuminating
the head lice running
through your corpse's
scalp; engine smoke and
car exhaust start marathons
through your corpse's lungs,
forgetting how you got here;
the locusts are not afraid of what
you would have to say, your throat
is home like as they scatter
throughout what used to be you--
all that's left is a body, no longer
a person: we just familiarize people
for bodies and we hate our bodies
anyways so why should we think
about them anyways
anyways i hope the schizophrenia
stays with your corpse and not with
you
you know that the ghosts are your
family now, the highway is your
home and it just leaves my heart in
my
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i'm in here with you and it doesn'tscare me anymore; what does isknowing this might be it, what does isfeeling it getting so cold, what does isthe lights coming on, what does is
the thought of someoneloving you with half the vigor i haveor painting my bruises ontotheir own skin
and it feels wrong, to write
love, to keep my lips shutlike i'm dead, to breathedust, to do somethingyou don't know about,to feel lost in the finding
but i just feel so stranded. and
if you'd asked me before i could havegiven you a number and told you that inmy mind that number wasnothing atall, but here we are - here we are,sitting in the same room, sitting quiet;here i am, writing poetry for the first timein two months because i'm scared enough and
lonely enough for me to feel it. here i am,
without a quoteat the ending, with too manytransitions, with something about toburst from my chest but
if i letmy voice go i will
ramble myself intoa panic
---
more later; i'm reconstructing all my music - recreating my whole history - and it's taking days.
today turned out to be good. this was written before that happened.
thank you. ♥
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Absoutely fantastic!