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fleeting fragments of mundanity

PsycheAnamnesis

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poetry is what i'm gonna make out of this tangled hair

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literally all of this is old oops i cheated but ive been doing hw all dAY SO LIKE..................... @ least i edited it a lil but thats abt it!!!!! nwn;;; yikes @ me

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Apr 5, 2017

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